Kuching - KL - Perth

As you can see the post tittle... ey ey ey *dancing* Hello Aussie guys! *winks and fell down from the stairs..* Anyway, yes, I'll be going to Perth, Australia with my beloved parents & my drop dead gorgeous sister ( she's single btw.. who wants to be my brother in law? ) We'll be leaving Malaysia on 20th November & that will be next Wednesday! *gasp* times does fly fast! I'm very excited & looking forward for the fun in Perth. Like the other tourists, surely I did google tipsy-bitsy about Perth & interesting places to go in Perth. So, here's my results 

1. This is a must. Heard we can take a beautiful view of Perth City here.   

 

Kings Park

2.  Just a look in the picture & I fell in love with this place right away! This place looks really interesting. 

                   

London Court

3.  When you go to someone else's country, the museum is a place you must not forget to step on your foot! 

Western Australian Museum

4.  Oh my gee, this is IMPORTANT! A perfect place for selfie & a perfect place for my facebook profile picture background eeekkss!! I am in love with the view, especially during the sunset. Saw the sunset view of the beach in Google & it's breathtaking!  Erhem.. #mustvisitplaceinperth

Cottesloe Beach

5.  Another lovely place to go! I love the night view with all the lights and the blue sea.. Auuwwww!!

Hillarys Boat Harbour

Contact Lens

I've been thinking of using contact lens for quite sometimes now & finally I get to chance of using one last night. Even though my family said,"you want it then suits yourself," but I know they are against it. I don't blame them for being protective. Anyway, I'm a first-time wearer so Felicia, an optometrist thought me on how to use 'em. It feels so damn scary when I try to put the contact lens in my eyes. A lot of images flashing inside of my brain! Luckily, Felicia is a patient person. She told me, "just take your time, no rush," which calms me. Unlike my brother & mummy, they were keep pushing me making me feel nervous!

The contact lens I use are daily wear, Felicia told me the lens are more hygienic & is more suitable for a first time wearer. The lens has more water content & moisture compare to the other lens according to Felicia. Before that I've decided to pick hazel brown as the colour of my lens but then they told me the lens are transparent. No colour or anything. Sad! urgh. But that's not the main thing, I don't really mind (actually I do! No bigger eyes & hazel colour eyes... *sighing*)

The point is I don't have to wear specs! Yay. Though I do have to admit I prefer wearing specs than contact lens. It feels so weird having stuff inside your eyes, feels so uncomfortable but I know, it's just me not getting used to wearing lens. Still, I think wearing specs is so much better. I feel kinda regret.. I should have known, I could have bought dresses by the money than spending it on contact lens! Shame on me, yes. 

Most Beautiful Malaysian Actress

This post is according to me lah. I find these Malaysian women are so beautiful. Siapa bilang gadis melayu tak menawan? Tak menarik hati? Haaa.. hehehe.. Anyway I'm going to list 10 of my favourite Malaysian actress beauty. It doesn't count as who is number 1 or whatsoever, I think all of them are number 1. 

Alrighty then, let's begin! 

Again! There's no number 1 most beautiful in this list okay

                                   

Beautiful

Am I beautiful? Why I'm not as beautiful as the others? When will I be beautiful? How to be beautiful? Why wasn't I born beautiful? Will I ever be beautiful? Questions that has always striking my mind whenever I look at myself in the mirror & seeing my picture taken by my friends. I'm born with two perfectly functioning eyes ( I have myopia though ) a nose, lips & etc. I'm not fat but not tall. I don't have any health problems or stuff. I know I should be grateful. Trust me, I am grateful with God's gift but let's face it, in this world, no shit is enough.

I never like it whenever my friends asked to take pictures together. Not that I don't like to being taken pictures with them but I don't like how I look like in the picture. Every time after we take our pics, we'll see it together & I end up hating myself. Oh lord, my face looks so damn oily! Good grief ,my nose looks so huge! Urgh, I look so dark! Eww god, I look ugly in the picture!   Reasons why in my Instagram, mostly are pictures of food & places. Since they are much better looking than I am.  Another reasons why I don't do selfie frequently as the other girls cos I know taking pictures of myself is so going to ruin my day. 

I always have this sarcastic opinion about myself, frankly I am a very negative person, especially if the topics is about me. Some day I do feel good about myself, but most day I don't. Shits get worst whenever I look at my friend's pictures in Insta or Facebook & some girl's pic in Twitter. Whenever I meet some guys or them walking past me & looking at me, I always like, pfff what? never seen a nose this big? ( Urgh I hate my nose. I'm thinking of doing plastic surgery when I grow up to get a smaller nose but I really hope I don't & praying to God, my nose will be okay when I grow up cos I really don't want to destroy God's gift. )

Thanks to myopia, I have to wear glasses & I hate 'em! My nose is huge enough then I have to wear glasses which make it even bigger! Arrgghh! I look like

Even my brother, daddy & a friend of mine said I look like that thing above. Although I laugh as if its funny, deep inside I feel like I want to kill them, thanks a lot for making me feel better. NOT! I remember my mum told me once that my lips look thin, its like I don't even have a lip. How thin is that? I think it looks just fine. There's a few celebrities that has thin lips & they look beautiful. But again, like I said/type in the beginning, no shits is enough in this world. Plus, I hate my smiles.

I Google how to get a plumper, fuller lips. I Google!! Then it say most effective way is plastic surgery. Err no thanks. I am not going to do plastic surgery on my lips. Though, Rosie Huntington-Whiteley lips is a perfection. I know its not original but that lips is so beautiful..

Everything about her is beautiful. Her eyes, nose, cheeks, lips & body! ( Other than, Miranda Kerr, she's my another girl's crush )

I don't have any self-confidence, that's why I always admire those who have it. When I walk, my head will be down & if it don't, then my eyes will look surrounding instead of people's face. When it comes to boys, I don't try to get involve or anything, cos I know who I am. Another reasons why I don't really have much of guy friends. Not to mention, I'm very socially awkward too.. so..

Shits gets worst whenever my family always compliment my brother & sister about their good looks. Why I never receive the same compliment? If I'm really not that good looking, well at least lie to me! When I ask my mum, do I look beautiful. She answered me I look okay. Average looks. I was like, oh okay, so the answer is I'm not beautiful. That was the moment I promised to myself, when I grow up & have daughter of my own, I'm going to tell my lil angel that she is beautiful every single day. Nobody do that to me now, so I'm going to grow up feeling ugly & it may going to take me many years to feel good about myself. I don't want in the future, my daughter be in the same place as I am now & waste her youth hating herself unnecessarily.

I even Google will I ever be beautiful. Like, that's already in the high Mount Everest of me feeling ugly & bad about myself. I asked Google & even take a quiz of will I be beautiful when I grow up. How pathetic is that?!

There's one day, I google about beauty and found this article. Thank God I found this article, it definitely helps me a lot of feeling better about myself. Thank you Syed!
I love this one quote,
"Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it" - Confucius

 http://dapperkid.blogspot.com/2008/09/part-one-beauty-is-subjective.html

Love & Family

me? talking about love? hahahahaha yeah that's what I thought. I mean, who am I to talk about love? How old am I to talk about love? What do I know about love? I'm still a dork to talk about love. Yes, yes true but LOVE doesn't always mean by love between Adam & Eve types. Family love, friendship love, God love, celebs love ( I have a huge major crush on Chris Pine, pheww that man is habba habba! ) pets love ( I love my sis's cat, Snow) & etc. 

I've been thought about love from my family. I learn how to love & feels to be love by my family. I always see love sparkles when my family gathering altogether & laughing & having fun. See, when I was about to sit for my Lower Secondary Assessment ( for a week! ), I cried on the first day. Not because I'm scared or nervous. In fact, I was very calm that morning until I saw both of my parents woke up early to wish me good luck. I was surprised especially to see my brothers who were definitely not a morning person also woke up. That time, I try my best not to cry! Then, my sister who was weren't with us by the time, called me to give encouragement with her sexy sleepy voice. Hahaha. So, that morning, we pray, asking for God's blessings to lead me & be by my side throughout my examination. Daddy lead the prayers. Both of my brothers praying too with their sleepy eyes. My sister still on the phone, pray along with us ( oh she's on loudspeaker ) Me? Sobbing. Tears just couldn't stop dropping! I was too touched. Mummy? she cried too. Heck, no idea why, probably she was also touch. 

So I walked to school that day, with tears still in the corner of my eyes. Waiting for moment to spill. Deep inside, I just didn't stop thanking God for giving me such a beautiful family. I felt blessed & lucky. 

Surely sometimes my family make my life hard but I definitely cant live without them. They're my oxygen, my everything. God know how much I love them